school's boring today. had form teacher's period for the first hour. almost got caught using hp during class by mr-long-beard -,-
anw, my index no. is 0173, gonne buy 4D tmr, sure win one! [: HAHAHA. mood's not that good today. dint do the chinese hmwk given by the teachers ystday. then teacher showed me 'black face'. today talked abt compo. boringboringboring.

aftr recess continued with the chinese lessons again! )))): tmr still have, zZz.
dint stay back for art, supposed to shaleck(sp?) my board, but how to shaleck(sp?) when my compo layout also not done yet? tskk.
accompanied rachel to go 107 buy chicken rice, then i took bus home, while she took cab to somewhere. reached home at around 2pm, and there's tuition ltr on! sighhhhh.


bu ming bai bu ming bai
wei she me wo bu neng fang de kai
she bu de zhe ke ai
ni shi yi shen yi shi bu hui liao gai
wo ming bai wo ming bai
zai wo xin zhong ni yong yuan chun zai
huo xu ni hui you yi tian huai nian
ke shi wo yi bu zai .. =(



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you? will you be there? you'll just be at one spot, even if i need you, will you walk over to me?
no, you wunt.
if you say there's a glass wall that's preventing you to come over, will you break it down & come over to me?
no, you wunt.
if you say that your hands are tied, will you cut the rope away?
no, you wunt.

wo xiang yi lai, ke shi ni yi jing bu zai.
like i said before, maybe im too dependant on you alrd. but all these gonne change now right?
wo bu ke yi zai rely on ni le yin wei ni bu zai. you're not there to catch me when i fall anymore.

wo hai hui deng. ke shi deng dai, pan wang de jie guo shi she me?

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no more tueday night dinner.
fuck, my eyes hurt.