friday 130106

friday the 13. damn unlucky. hp got confiscated by mr hasren(?) haaa. have to survive without hp for 4hrs. time pass so slow without hp can. anw, sec one orienatation, kinda boring. and and and its quite rush. some classes were late, while some were wayyyyy too early. tsk, so disorganized.

ok aftr orientation, went to have dinner at j8.

saturday 140206

work in the morning. actually supposed to go bugis with wenxia and cherlyn. who kows wenxia went to meet her mum at 6pm, while cherlyn's going home early. like kena dua like that. feel so fucked up. wanted to flare up, but nvm. wo ren. then called jiesheng, he cant come out. called ahda. he's with you-know-who and company. besides, he's heading to town. called corey, he's meeting his other friends. called tingxian, she says can, but meet 8+. so ok, 8+ then. kept smsing her and calling her to cnfm the time, but she dint reply, nor picked up my phonecall. im going crazy lar. i want to get out of this hse as soon as possible. damn, i guessed i blew my temper on ahda. i shouted at him and said " all say next time next time. but when next time when i call you guys out again, you'll tell me another next time. " haaa, guess ahda's shock. he keep asking me to relax, and i just said " k, bye " im such an idiot. haiyo.
so now, i dunt know what to do. or how to pass my time. my heart felt so heavy. im so bored. how. i dunt want to go bugis alone, but i think its the last solution i can think of.
SOE TING XIAN CAN YOU PLS CALL ME BACK? rarrrrrr`