i hate t wait. i hate the feeling of waiting. i hate the feeling of being left out.
been thinking through last night. just what's wrong with me?
RAHHHH` pple can just give me cold shoulder anytime, whenever they like. i dunt even know what i did t make them give me cold shoulder. HELLO? i have the rights t know right? im the victim ogays! you kept saying that its yur fault, and not ma fault. what did you do? why cant you tell me? i always treat like ma best friend, why cant you treat me like yours too?
why must you treat me like that? did you even think abt ma feelings in the first place?
I DUNT THINK SO.

fuck lars. im just feeling gloomy. where oh where is ma gloomy bear? =(
` i hate rainy days.